Yep. All packed.
It’s been quite the emotional roller coaster the past three weeks. Lots of emotions to sort through, along with stuff, and some tough decisions. Experiencing decision fatigue.
This is hard, on many levels, and it’s hard to explain to people. I’ve discovered that many Americans don’t consider Canada a foreign country either. It’s just a neighbor to the north, like Wisconsin, or another state. People didn’t get the big deal until I walked through all the administrative stuff that we take for granted since we don’t need to do any of it.
And moving stuff across the border. Ugh. It’s costly in terms if money and hassle.
Tough decisions.
Got to spend a lot of time with family though, which was great. My nephews and niece are growing up quick!
Spent time with close friends too, which was nice and a little painful. Realized just how alone I really am in Van. For now, anyway. Need to make a real strong effort at finding and making friends.
And I have quite the support network in Chicago, too, which served as another reminder of what I’m leaving behind.
The thing that has bothered me the most this trip seems to be that I now know what I’m letting go, but have no idea of what I’m grabbing onto. Yet.
Just have to have faith I guess. Probably all part of the plan, and the reason will make itself known when it’s ready.
Oops. Look at the time! Time to head to the airport.